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It's me

2009-09-11T17:04:00.000-07:00

I don't have soul
I'm not proud of myself
I don't have heart
And if i do... is too black as darkness
The madness and the suicide are my thoughts
The sadness that you were searching you found in my eyes
I just breathe for my body
I'm dead inside
Live outside
Easy to love me
Hard that someday you hate me
Angel Outisde
Satan's bitch inside
I'd love that people hates me
I love hate
I hate love
As I hate myself

Everything

2009-09-11T17:02:00.000-07:00

And I run away from myself from my life
To breathe to see what's going on in me
Everything that I left behind
Is going on tonight...

I

2009-09-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

I would abort... if it's not yours
I would cry... if I see you back
I would die... everytime you say goodbye
I know I'm screw... and it hurt you so
I promise...
I'll see you back again
I swear... others won't love you like i do
I love... your voice, makes me feel better than anything in this world

Yo Con Él

2009-04-25T20:43:00.000-07:00

Lloro porque lo tengo lejos Porque extraño sus besos
Y sin saberlo me miraba en las noches
Sus besos, sus abrazos
Su cariño
No nesecito nada mas para ser feliz
Veo su cara de ternura y me parto en millones de pedazos Como pequeños pedazos de vidrio que caen al piso
Desde unas manos fragiles de vivir la vida
Sus ojos color almendra
Me derriten como oro al fuego
Su naricita, *ternura*
Su boca deseable que muero por besarla en cualquier momento de mi vida Su olor, como lo extraño
Mirar su alma, atravez de sus ojos
Tocar sus manos y decir: "estoy protegida"
Siempre busque y deseé una persona como vos
Y ya te encontre
Aunque muchos me digan que falta mucho por vivir
Yo con el, ya soy feliz

2009-04-25T20:40:00.000-07:00

Note: My boyfriend made it

How much I love you
Sommetimes it's hard
Sometimes it's easy
Sometimes I wanna cry
Cuz when you're so far away
Nobody can't shine my day

Your beautiful smile
Is a country where I want to live
In your arms I found my home
A warm and sweet place to stay

You make me feel so alive
I promise to you
That i'll fight for you
And I will die for you

Sometimes it's hard
Sometimes It's easy
Sometimes I wanna cry
Cuz when you're so far away
Nobody can't shine my day
And I love you till the end

Gone Away

2009-04-25T20:37:00.000-07:00

Far, my wings try to fly
he is far
On the other side of the world

Feeling like in a prison
Screaming, no one hears it
No one heard it

Spitting blood to an unfaithfull cross
My wings are plucking away
Turning from a peacefully white
To a dark black
Like a dark night

I smell the roses
I walk on thorns
My broken soul will never mend
Will never heal
It's smitten to death, to pain
By hell

We been hurt
We been separeted
We'll be back
To fight
Against those who try to break us apart

Scratching flesh to show the hurting in my heart
The demonds push me around
Play with us
They laugh
Till I tear down

They made us jump the cliff
In which we met
Where you washed my sins out

They never forgave me
They always crushed him
They blamed me, because I had the reason

Snuff - Slipknot

2008-08-30T20:53:00.000-07:00

Note: This is a song that touched my heart and I cried a river with it

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence,
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again...

So if you love me, let me go.
And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care.
I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my Fate -
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you...
My smile was taken long ago /
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart...
when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not hear.
I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love.
Is that supposed to be enough? 
I only wish you weren't my friend.
Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint...
My own was banished long ago /
It took the Death of Hope to let you go

So Break Yourself Against My Stones
And Spit Your Pity In My Soul 
You Never Needed Any Help
You Sold Me Out To Save Yourself
And I Won't Listen To Your Shame 
You Ran Away - You're All The Same
Angels Lie To Keep Control...
My Love Was Punished Long Ago
If You Still Care, Don't Ever Let Me Know
If you still care, Don't Ever Let Me Know...

Run Away

2008-08-30T20:51:00.000-07:00

I gave you all my love
As I remember nights of shame
You lied to me for having me under your control
You never were nice at me
Anyway I still loved you

My hope like a wolf finding a home
I refuged under your love
I'm too hurt to love again
You never deserved my love
You never cared what I said
Was our relationship it wasn't a game

Little Angel

2008-03-06T16:30:00.002-08:00

Little angel from nowhere
You are full of madness and happiness
Full of love and hate
Everyone loves you, everyone hates you
You seek, the destroy
You lie
You feel
You stole hearts
Tornadoes of fire
Your soul is pure
Your heart is empty
You said that you never will love for a lifetime
You said that you never want to fall in love again
You use drugs as painkillers
You use love to suffer at nights
You take out the thorns of roses and put them on your hand
You love to see how you bleed
You love dark places
You love walk when rains
Try to find a way for don't be melancholic
Fly away where you never will die
You never admitted your crimes
Your wings are the most special
Wing impure, wing pure
Lend me your hand
And let's go to places where you will not be blue
Let's find the light
Let's no go back...

Just A Little Voice In My Head...

2008-02-02T00:52:00.000-08:00

Te besé

Me despedí y alejé

Lloraste y volví

Seque tus lagrimas y te volví a abrazar

Me dijiste te amo Y desde esa vez Mi mundo se volvió oscuro Y lleno de odio Pero igual te perdonaré Y siempre lo haré...

2008-02-02T00:49:00.001-08:00

Formemos un silencio

Unamosnos

No me dejes, porque puedo morir...

Seamos uno

Divirtamosnos

Y despertemos en un amanecer de un frió otoño

Je Me Suis Lasseé De Cette Humanité

2008-02-02T00:39:00.000-08:00

El odio

El robo

El engaño

Ayudame a escapar de esta soledad

Aunque no lo este pidiendo

Sacame de este profundo dolor que deshace con placer mi ser

Sacame de este lugar al que tal vez pertenezco pero no quiero

Sacame de este mundo porque me he cansado de esta humanidad

Let Me...

2008-02-02T00:31:00.000-08:00

Don't cut my wings

Let me be free

Let me fly away from this world

Let me cry on your arms one more time

And fly where angels with darl little wings belong

I will scream one more time

Kill life

The shadows from the moon come for me

And take me to a place where darkness means happiness

Sadness are dusts

And dreams come truth

Angeles...

2008-02-02T00:28:00.000-08:00

Corazones rotos

Almas destrozadas que fueron al Infierno

Los angeles ya no vuelan

Caen del cielo, sus alas se cortan

Y se hacen negras

Y ellos comienzan a llorar

Y yo escucho tu requiem en una noche fria de Enero

I Don't Have You But...

2008-02-02T00:22:00.000-08:00

Since you're gone

I don't feel happiness anymore

My love for you is still alive

And grow up every time that I think about you

You're heart is full of honestly

And empty of lies

And remember I will always feel love for you

Perdon...

2008-02-02T00:17:00.000-08:00

Vos sabes que sos especial para mi

Pero disculpame

Podremos tener muchas noches de amor

Pero jamas podremos estar juntos

Se que los 2 deseamos estar unidos

Pero es imposible

Mi vida es junto a él

Me hiso descibrir los hermoso del amor

Pero en verdad, perdon... Yo tambien te amo

Pero si no estoy junto a él, es como si mi alma

Corazón

Y mente

No estubieran en mi...

Last Time...

2008-01-30T21:35:00.001-08:00

This is the last requiem that you will listen

This is your last breathe of you life

This is the last time that you will look deep into my eyes

And say "I hate you"

This is the last time that I will cry for you bastard!

And I'll be there with you

And be proud of tell you "Bienvenue enfer mon amour"

Forget...

2008-01-30T21:30:00.000-08:00

Walking through the snow

Alone, just by myself

The cars pass beside me

Listening sad music

My fingers are gettin' colder

I cant move my legs a lot

They are freezin'

Trying to find the death

Walking to the railroad

Just for wait the train kills me

Waiting for my requiem sings

Thinking about you

Wishing you were here

Thiking about the moments that we were together

Missing you

Killing me

This cold winter

My mind is gettin' more messy 'cuz I cant get you out of there

Trying to forget youI can'tI can't..I CAN'T THE WORLD, THE PEOPLE THAT LOVES ME

DOESN'T UNDERSTANDTHAT HE IS A LOT FOR ME IN MY LIFE

THAT HE MADE ME HAPPY

THAT I COULD DIE JUST FOR HIM

THAT I'M A SUICIDE PERSON, AND I CAN'T FORGET HIM, I FUCKING CAN'T!!!!!!

2 Roses

2008-01-30T21:28:00.001-08:00

I got just 2 roses in my whole life

A red one and a black one

The red one is my blood

The things that I got in my life

And my thoughts

The black one is my soul

Heart

Mind

And body

Black as loneliness

Black as madness and sadness

Black as darkness and suffering

Death

2008-01-30T21:22:00.000-08:00

The death will come for you

Your requiem will start to listen to us

The darkest hours of your life are here

And the funeral is ready for you

Everyone cries

And I just laugh

Because I'm happy that you died

Because all sorrow and pain

That you made me feel is gone

I got my revenge

I'm free again...

My Revenge

2008-01-27T12:45:00.000-08:00

Bleed tears and pain

Bleed my sorrow

Bleed my feeling

Bleed what hurts me

Bleed the sadness that you see in my eyes

Bleed the day that I will die

'Cuz I will wait for you in my funeral

Like the last ghost in this world

With the blackest dress

Like the saddest angel in this world

With the blackest wings that you ever seen

With the most hate in my soul

That is just for you mon amour

You see now? I'm stronger than before
It doesn't hurt me now
Now, I can hurt you, I will show you what is my feelin's for you
How much hate I have just for you
Don't shed tears
I'm not going to believe in you anymore
I know that I just another fucking lie
Like you always said, just lies
You are the most person that lied to me
But now, I will get the revenge
With all this anger that is in me
That wants to go out
For that revenge
All my wrath that wants to discharge in you
Someday, I will get my revenge, someday I will...

Lo Extraño...

2008-01-20T23:59:00.000-08:00

Ahi se escucha
Su ruido eterno
Que pasa siempre a tiempo
Que yo espero por el cada dia y me olvido de la hora
Pasa tan lenta sin el
Cada segundo es un dia
Y cada minuto es una eternidad

Me esoty muriendo
Estoy en agonia
Estoy agonizando
Solo sus palabras me pueden poner bien
Solo su aliento me anima
Solo decirle un hola y que me responda me hace feliz
Pero no
Me ignora
Me dice que tiene una vida
Que no puede vivir en el chat
Extraño sus palabras
Extraño verlo por cam
Extraño sus besos y sus abrazos
Su risa y su llanto
Su encanto y su odio
Su calma y sus nervios
Lo amo aunque no me ame
Porque me desmotro que el amor existe
Pero que tambien muere

Fear

2008-01-20T23:53:00.000-08:00

This love now is fear
All our sweet moments died
You said that you never will leave me alone
That you gonna stay with me forever

This fear is making my wings black
Our love now are ashes
Our nights of pleasure are dusts
And I'm feeling pain in my soul every time
That I think about you

I need you every moment
Every second of my life im suffering
Every minute without you is like stay in hell
My wings of happiness are getting smaller
Every time that I say your name

This fear is making my wings black
Our love now are ashes
Our nights of pleasure are dusts
And I'm feeling pain in my soul every time
That I think about you

Would you like to tell me why
Why you destroyed me?
Don't you know that this sadness is killing me?
From now to the end of my life
Every day will be a nightmare

My love for you now is fear
My love for you now is fear
Is just fear

2007-11-15T15:36:00.000-08:00

Quiero decirte lo que siento desde hace tiempo
Ya que estamos cara a cara
Cuerpo con cuerpo
Pero no por sentimiento
Solo por placer

Quiero decirte que te amo
Que lo hago desde el primer momento que te vi
Y que cada día crecio mas y mas
Y lo seguira haciendo

Quiero que sepas que si te vas de este mundo yo me ire contigo
Porque esta sola, es como estar perdida en el silencio…
Y ese silencio me mata poco a poco

Loneliness Kill Me

2007-11-15T14:14:00.000-08:00

Who is that little girl?
That walks through fire
Through sadness and darkness
With sorrow and pain

So alone
She searches love
But she never will find it