Jessie

Note: To my best friend that died in a car crash in April 4th, 2010
You were pure, you were honest.
Never lied, never been fake.
The more i talked to you, the more i knew you, the more I loved you.
Seeing your smile always cheered me up. But now is in my memory
Losing someone like you is devastating.
You're perfect now, and you might not want us to suffer for you.
For some reason, God took you at this young age, you did your missio in here.
I might not have the right words to express myself, I am still speechless, in shock, and destroyed.
I still don't believe it, I feel that someday you'll come and we will chat about all the things that we lived together.

I'll never forget you, and I don't think somebody could ever do so.

I love you with all my heart, JJ

Me

Nobody knows me,
Nobody wants to know me...
Nobody will ever know me,
Need me,
Love me,
Care about me,
They judge me for no reason.
I'm fake,
I'm not clear,
I'm cold and no one understands what I do.
Who cares what I think,
what it takes for me to become part of society,
It's not easy,
I'm not like others,
I think life in different ways.
Life is not beatiful like it is for others,
It's more than tough for me,
But none of you care,
But none of you EVER will know me,
Because I don't even know myself