She tends to harm herself in a beautiful way Writing, painting, drawing and taking pictures of her daily life In moments of compassion she feels gone through thoughts of devastation Going in and out Her racing thoughts take her life completely And she has no control of her actions I fear, I cry, I suffer I'm reborn everytime My life is falling from my nose That beautiful white snow My pupils grow And my body quits trying to move Everything goes fast My tongue starts to disappear I'm going numb in a beautiful way If they could only understand this smile is not from joy...
Note: To my best friend that died in a car crash in April 4th, 2010 You were pure, you were honest. Never lied, never been fake. The more i talked to you, the more i knew you, the more I loved you. Seeing your smile always cheered me up. But now is in my memory Losing someone like you is devastating. You're perfect now, and you might not want us to suffer for you. For some reason, God took you at this young age, you did your missio in here. I might not have the right words to express myself, I am still speechless, in shock, and destroyed. I still don't believe it, I feel that someday you'll come and we will chat about all the things that we lived together.
I'll never forget you, and I don't think somebody could ever do so.
Nobody knows me, Nobody wants to know me... Nobody will ever know me, Need me, Love me, Care about me, They judge me for no reason. I'm fake, I'm not clear, I'm cold and no one understands what I do. Who cares what I think, what it takes for me to become part of society, It's not easy, I'm not like others, I think life in different ways. Life is not beatiful like it is for others, It's more than tough for me, But none of you care, But none of you EVER will know me, Because I don't even know myself
Si pudieras ver lo que veo cuando te veo Sabrías como me siento, sabrías lo que pienso Tus palabras hieren, tus palabras lastiman como miles de cuchillos clavando en mi pequeño destrozado corazón. Tus ojos son un cielo, tu alma es negra como los océanos llenos de petroleo. Eramos felices, lindos, pero te alejaste como los hielos qe caen cuando el sol los toca. Nunca mas creo que volverás, no sos fiel como el perro al hombre.
Pensas que mi mente siente dio a tu alma. Mentira. Sos lo único que parte de mi corazón piensa. Sos lo único que siento, con mi esperanza que muere cada día, Y acaba de morir hace un momento, Te quiero
Caminando de nuevo por la fría nieve de enero; puede que parezca nieve, no, no lo es. Son las nubes de las 4 lejanas estaciones del año. Son duras de pisar, y cada paso es un año atrás, cada paso volverá ver las épocas sanas sin corrupción y más amor. Piso fuerte, cayendo mas profundo en la realidad, pero a la vez me alejo más de ella.
Camino más por esa blanca nieve que se siente como nubes, como esas nubes, como esa blanca apasionante nieve. Me alejo y subo a una colina, subo al paraíso, nada existe más que Ellos y yo. Miro a uno de ellos y les digo: “nunca dejes brillar, si ellos no desaparecen.”
Volver, volver a casa, algo que no quiero, esto es el paraíso, esto es el cielo, ni las palabras explican esta belleza vestida de blanco en estos días. Me siento gigante, me siento indestructible. Me siento como todo lo que me rodea es pequeño, soy grande, soy Dios.
Y todavía me pregunto… ¿quien escribe esto? ¿Ellos? ¿Ella? Yo por seguro no, alma apasionante de escritora en estos días no hay, y esos días tampoco creo que volverán.
I don't have soul I'm not proud of myself I don't have heart And if i do... is too black as darkness The madness and the suicide are my thoughts The sadness that you were searching you found in my eyes I just breathe for my body I'm dead inside Live outside Easy to love me Hard that someday you hate me Angel Outisde Satan's bitch inside I'd love that people hates me I love hate I hate love As I hate myself
I would abort...if it's not yours I would cry...if I see you back I would die...everytime you say goodbye I know I'm screw...and it hurt you so I promise... I'll see you back again I swear...others won't love you like i do I love...your voice, makes me feel better than anything in this world
Lloro porque lo tengo lejosPorque extraño sus besos Y sin saberlo me miraba en las noches Sus besos, sus abrazos Su cariño No nesecito nada mas para ser feliz Veo su cara de ternura y me parto en millones de pedazosComo pequeños pedazos de vidrio que caen al piso Desde unas manos fragiles de vivir la vida Sus ojos color almendra Me derriten como oro al fuego Su naricita, *ternura* Su boca deseableque muero por besarla en cualquier momento de mi vidaSu olor, como lo extraño Mirar su alma, atravez de sus ojos Tocar sus manos y decir: "estoy protegida" Siempre busque y deseé una persona como vos Y ya te encontre Aunque muchos me digan que falta mucho por vivir Yo con el, ya soy feliz
Note: My boyfriend made it
How much I love you Sommetimes it's hard Sometimes it's easy Sometimes I wanna cry Cuz when you're so far away Nobody can't shine my day
Your beautiful smile Is a country where I want to live In your arms I found my home A warm and sweet place to stay
You make me feel so alive I promise to you That i'll fight for you And I will die for you
Sometimes it's hard Sometimes It's easy Sometimes I wanna cry Cuz when you're so far away Nobody can't shine my day And I love you till the end
Note: This is a song that touched my heart and I cried a river with it
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, And leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage For what resembles rage again...
So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you... My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight
So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint... My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go
So Break Yourself Against My Stones And Spit Your Pity In My Soul You Never Needed Any Help You Sold Me Out To Save Yourself And I Won't Listen To Your Shame You Ran Away - You're All The Same Angels Lie To Keep Control... My Love Was Punished Long Ago If You Still Care, Don't Ever Let Me Know If you still care, Don't Ever Let Me Know...
I gave you all my love As I remember nights of shame You lied to me for having me under your control You never were nice at me Anyway I still loved you
My hope like a wolf finding a home I refuged under your love I'm too hurt to love again You never deserved my love You never cared what I said Was our relationship it wasn't a game
Little angel from nowhere You are full of madness and happiness Full of love and hate Everyone loves you, everyone hates you You seek, the destroy You lie You feel You stole hearts Tornadoes of fire Your soul is pure Your heart is empty You said that you never will love for a lifetime You said that you never want to fall in love again You use drugs as painkillers You use love to suffer at nights You take out the thorns of roses and put them on your hand You love to see how you bleed You love dark places You love walk when rains Try to find a way for don't be melancholic Fly away where you never will die You never admitted your crimes Your wings are the most special Wing impure, wing pure Lend me your hand And let's go to places where you will not be blue Let's find the light Let's no go back...
You see now? I'm stronger than before It doesn't hurt me now Now, I can hurt you, I will show you what is my feelin's for you How much hate I have just for you Don't shed tears I'm not going to believe in you anymore I know that I just another fucking lie Like you always said, just lies You are the most person that lied to me But now, I will get the revenge With all this anger that is in me That wants to go out For that revenge All my wrath that wants to discharge in you Someday, I will get my revenge, someday I will...
Ahi se escucha Su ruido eterno Que pasa siempre a tiempo Que yo espero por el cada dia y me olvido de la hora Pasa tan lenta sin el Cada segundo es un dia Y cada minuto es una eternidad
Me esoty muriendo Estoy en agonia Estoy agonizando Solo sus palabras me pueden poner bien Solo su aliento me anima Solo decirle un hola y que me responda me hace feliz Pero no Me ignora Me dice que tiene una vida Que no puede vivir en el chat Extraño sus palabras Extraño verlo por cam Extraño sus besos y sus abrazos Su risa y su llanto Su encanto y su odio Su calma y sus nervios Lo amo aunque no me ame Porque me desmotro que el amor existe Pero que tambien muere
This love now is fear All our sweet moments died You said that you never will leave me alone That you gonna stay with me forever
This fear is making my wings black Our love now are ashes Our nights of pleasure are dusts And I'm feeling pain in my soul every time That I think about you
I need you every moment Every second of my life im suffering Every minute without you is like stay in hell My wings of happiness are getting smaller Every time that I say your name
This fear is making my wings black Our love now are ashes Our nights of pleasure are dusts And I'm feeling pain in my soul every time That I think about you
Would you like to tell me why Why you destroyed me? Don't you know that this sadness is killing me? From now to the end of my life Every day will be a nightmare
My love for you now is fear My love for you now is fear Is just fear
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Quiero decirte lo que siento desde hace tiempo Ya que estamos cara a cara Cuerpo con cuerpo Pero no por sentimiento Solo por placer
Quiero decirte que te amo Que lo hago desde el primer momento que te vi Y que cada día crecio mas y mas Y lo seguira haciendo
Quiero que sepas que si te vas de este mundo yo me ire contigo Porque esta sola, es como estar perdida en el silencio… Y ese silencio me mata poco a poco
